So many things to share...........so many things still so private. The daily heartache is overridden by the joy she brings to my heart.....daily. I breathe for her. I get up everyday, despite it all, because of her. She deserves so much better & I'll be damned if I will allow it to swallow me whole. Today she reminded me that I get the pleasure of her humor, her company, her attitude, and her beautiful smile.....everyday. And for that I'm eternally grateful. I hate the reality of our situation but look forward to the end of it.....and moving toward a new beginning.
